Angry Rambling

There's a chance they're not coming back. If Mathias was positive he'd return, he'd have left his shit here. But he's not, and for that, he's smart. If he came back for his shit after getting Caleb killed, he wouldn't get out of the house alive. And maybe it seems like I'm jumping to conclusions, but this is Mathias.

And even if they both return in one piece... He could have told me. Maybe we'd have argued, but I'd probably have let them go. The real issue is that he didn't. He didn't trust me with that, yet I'm expected to trust him. I'm expected to give him a place to stay. I'm the stable one. The responsible brother with a stupid fucking shop and a work schedule that's slowly driving me insane. It was a bad idea, opening the shop. I can keep telling myself that it'll get easier, but so far it hasn't. So far, it's a lot of damn work for shit. I'd be fine if it was just me, but somehow I've ended up with four people in my house. And the money mom sent? would be fine if Caleb was four maybe, but couldn't feed him three meals a day unless they were made of bread and water.

But what am I supposed to do? Kick Tensiel out? Make Math pay for what he uses? I can't even imagine what the water bill will be. And the state of the yard is quickly going downhill. Remind me again why I wanted a house? When the fuck am I supposed to have time to fix all this shit? Oh, I know, I'll just schedule it in, like I do my very busy social life.