Bwuh?

I'm confused. About everything lately, and when I really thought I couldn't get more confused than I already am? I'm totally more confused than I was yesterday. There was the party. Which was actually going well? I guess? I didn't hear anyone whispering about me, and I talked to some people. It was really really fucked up, but in a good way, I guess. Chance was there, and I talked to him for a while, and Charlie was, and I talked to her too.

Then it was attacked by cats. Like, cats. I got all attacked and scratched up, but worst of all, I fell in the fire. Only I didn't get burned. I don't know how that happened, but it's just...wrong. Y'know, people don't fall in fires then come out fine. It just doesn't work like that. Even Isaac got burned when he pulled me out, but me? Not a scratch on me. Well...scratch that, I do have scratches, a lot of them from the cats, you know what I mean!!! I wasn't hurt from the fire. I found a birthday candle in one of the junk drawers yesterday, and its been sitting on my nightstand. I keep meaning to try it, but haven't yet.

That's partially due to the fact that Chance brought me stuff. I didn't see him, I guess he just talked to mom, but he brought me...well, actually a lot of cool stuff. I liked the music, and I was up way too late last night reading The Stand. I haven't watched the movie yet, but I plan to. I'm not sure what to think about all of it. I mean, that was pretty sweet, y'know?

I wonder if he actually does like me. I know I should thank him. And I've picked up my phone to call him about ten times already, I just never get past the first three digits. Maybe I'll text, that's easier.

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Not Enough by Our Lady Peace