more bullshit I'm writing down after midnight

Submitted by 180degrees on Tue, 01/15/2008 - 10:50.

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Current mood: cynical
Current music: Burned Out by Sevendust

First of all, Melia. Flesh eating mermaid. The short short version is she's fucking insane, by human's standards, doesn't get a lot of things and immediately assumes anything she doesn't understand is unimportant or stupid. Not exactly the most companionable of people. She also mentioned knowing a vampire named Val. Not that that means shit to me. For all I know, Marquette's crawling with vampires who are just better at keeping themselves hidden than others.In a town like this, you would have to be subtle, I guess.

Whatever, anyways. She likes shiny things, I guess. And she said I was interesting, which was why she wasn't going to eat me. So note to self--always carry something shiny on person, just in case. I don't know if it'll work, but if I give her something often, maybe she'll decide I'm really just a bipedal shiny-thing-machine, and if she did decide to eat me, she'd get less trinkets. It's a theory. I didn't even know they existed. I asked her a bunch of questions, talked and hung out with her for a while. I think she'd been trying to get me to come down to her...I felt weird for a while. Though I don't think I was under the influence of anything when I jumped in.

That was interesting. I liked that. Not sure why, just...whatever. It was fun, I guess.
It was falling, but for a longer time than usual, and then everything was quiet.

So I was hanging out with her, and to say it was weird would be understating it. I feel like I learned a lot from it, but still don't even know the half of it. I could ask Dorian about it, he probably knows all about them but what the fuck ever. He bitched at me for not knowing anything about...whatever kind of vampire attacked me. How exactly the fuck was I supposed to know? And it's not like he talks to me ever. I'm just in his way. So no. Not asking him. He'd probably just look at me like I was fucking stupid for not knowing in the first place. I need him looking at me like I'm a moron like I need ventilated skull. So fuck that noise.

The only other person I can think of that might know something is Muse. Maybe I'll go look for her. She can't be hard to find, she's probably one of like three girls in Marquette with pink streaked hair. She'll stand out. And she told me where she was saying, so... I could try, I guess. If she'd talk to me. She might not, I think I pissed her off, but I'm not sure. That and whatever, she didn't even ask my name. Not really something that tells me she really gave enough of a damn to talk to me ever again. Or even try to help me understand. Maybe I shouldn't. Yeah. Sounds like a stupid idea. And I still don't even know shit about Fae. For all I know, they eat people too and aren't distracted by shinies.

Then there's Tensiel. I came home and she was crashed out in here. I hate the way she makes me I react to her in ways I don't entirely get all the time. She's still got that innocence thing going on and I still think that she needs to be far the fuck away from me. Tonight I found out she's got a tattoo on her back. They're wings. Angel wings, and they're beautiful. I've seen wing tattoos before, hard to miss when you're from New Orleans where a good chunk of the population wants to run around showing off a lot of skin, but whatever. Not like hers. Or maybe, I don't know. Maybe it was just seeing them in the moonlight, and I really never exptected anything of the sort on someone like her. I didn't get to see the whole thing, because she'd have to get a whole lot more nak they went farther down her back than I could see. I made the mistake of telling her I could draw them for her. What the fuck was I thinking there? I'm an idiot. That's for sure. She said when it's warmer. So...maybe I'll luck out and she'll forget about it. It'd be a better idea all the way around, considering the reaction I had when I was looking at them up close. Have I mentioned I hate the way I react to her? It's not right, and I had looked at it before she woke up, and that probably puts me right in under the 'stalker' clause, even if she was asleep in my damn bedroom. There's got to be something wrong with that. Me.

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